However, in many ways remained the habit of farmers, a kind of inherent soil taste. Getting remark, not only did not give birth to my mind the slightest unpleasant, and that is really of great words, I think this is my personal characteristics of a very accurate description.
Frankly, I do come from rural areas and farmers has retained many of habit - whether lifestyle or values, and be reflected in the many words and deeds. I have in my heart to think this over and over again: Maybe the reason I can not change themselves as quickly as the others, fully integrated into town life, the main reason is because I was born a farmer, and farmers have been deep in my bone marrow features .
I was born in rural areas, in accordance with the household registration system, because the mother is the agricultural household, so I will be marked at birth with a deep imprint of farmers, household registration was assigned to the police station, Both for the farmers, it means to live according to the farmers, and life is reflected in the content of no more than clothing, food, housing, transportation, language, modality and interaction with other aspects.
the saying goes, Determine the nature of the farmers I grew up as no good clothes to dress themselves, and therefore did not see what the influence of elegance to. I was a child from head to toe, from inside to Waichuan dress shoes, brick bed sheets cover quilt shop is mostly the dregs of the coarse soil was done, those who owned shops in the colorful display of denim, calico for our rural people It is a luxury for only salaried or non-agricultural work of children eligible account or the ability to enjoy the goods that people would envy. Home organization of the The production of coarse very hard and long process, from sitting cross-legged around the clock to put a cotton spun round and round, and then contact line, pulp line to the machine, and finally woven into cloth, take a few months before. Coarse stiff, thick, warm but not soft, smooth, brand new beginning to wear denim overall feel stiff hard body, only the other cloth washed several times and eventually become soft after the close up. Conditions are good some of the people, the winter will put on a denim jacket denim shirt inside the wind again, so playing the empty cylinder sleeves. Since then, there is no Qiu Yi Qiuku to wear, some small wire mill lump directly to wipe the skin, which makes the skin itchy pains, very uncomfortable, my brother is stamped every winter clothes wrinkle complained that too many children to take off and threw it away and so on. The taste of coarse soil soaked with me from the village primary schools entering junior high school in town, the county's high schools,UGG boots, the provincial capital city secondary school, to work until the last, exactly two decades.
to work from now Looking back, exactly two decades, even after the efforts of diligence and frugality have a certain economic strength, but the choice of the clothes I've been behind in the community, behind the others, not only live up to the good intentions of many businesses, and often ridiculed by colleagues and friends of goodwill. Do not pay attention to the quality clothing, not entirely due to lack of economic capacity, mainly because I am a very easy to meet people. To work, I gradually acquired Qiu Yi Qiuku, Maoku sweater, wool coat, skirt suits, down jackets and other colored clothing, although the style is not ahead of top quality, but it is not even in the past, have not thought to . I always thought that the use of clothes, one modesty, two for the cold, both this function, re-ask what? Besides, I have always believed that saying: Think I diligently weekdays, Looking at the famous article, even if the clothing in the face of very satisfactory but the total number of bookish created it! Unexpectedly, love nothing better, after a long time I looked out the amazing words: would not understand, you run the cultural taste are gone? In the clothing color, style, fabric choice, I am not as particular about the fine quality of life as a woman has a unique aesthetic vision and superior capabilities, like the law-abiding, style, preferred the traditional red, the pursuit of low-level fabrics, all farmers are honest and straightforward, and reveals a local flavor, even better in my clothes as long as a pair of stout frame, but also tend to be eclipsed.
But in my memory as a child always seems to be eating enough of the look. We kid the most embarrassing thing is that home teams sub-grain production, we do not want to hear the word Three of us went with his mother and grandfather family of five persons, there are three students, a frail woman, another old man suffering from hemiplegia, the work points to eat by age, the situation can be imagined. Production team the past the principle of food at the beginning of the Since we did not have the entire labor, the mother alone Fanshai crops dry point the yard, clean up the living Zhengdian yard work points the day, the division of labor can only remember 7, angle of 1 2 cents worth. Household production team was a bunch of sub-things, in order to facilitate the difference in the grain heap plug in each head of household's name written on the red card, the mother can not read, I always find their own food heap. In fact, what do they need it to see what cards? Alone, very little of that point of our work points at home, pick the smallest grain bulk to be sure. More food at some car pull people, some with bags to carry home, and our family is just use a dustpan to all of the food can be brought home; sometimes sub sweet potatoes in the fields or corn stalks, the mother will time-consuming and laborious with daytime soil carts back and forth several times to push home. Even so, still often listen to other people's labor and more sarcastic: done a good conscience as general, can not be confidently in front of this sad feeling awkward after a year-end accounts reached its peak. Gregorian years later, one day before the lunar year ago, the production team inform the House members to meet cattle. Announced each year at work points to the situation, there are also food deficit households account surplus, since the production team could not get the cash to the surplus account, has introduced a free association and agreement by the food-deficit households in the form of cash surplus account of the surplus shall be paid; or food-deficit households within the time limit must be lack of food money to pay the production team. This year, our family has a food deficit 99 large food deficit, desperation, his mother had to live with embarrassing uncle to request a paired own family, only to his own family was very upset and said some harsh words . Mother came home Xiufen harder and harder, the resentment of the father to me, just a few that work outside the home regardless of all the circumstances when it comes to excitement at the cry. Suddenly, the mother got up and went out, I asked my mother where to go, but, living so obstruct the mother actually said, it would be better Tiaojing was dead. Getting remark, I am extremely frightened and tried to tightly grabbed his mother's clothes and hold true to the mother Tiaojing afraid to guarantee that all things obey his mother, never again to make her mother's sad mood only slightly eased. Mother sighed and asked me to always remember her grievances and hardship suffered, and told me to never again dance to learn her mistakes. Mother was very sad to see, and I feel sorry for the mother, and later determined to be dark in the heart to work harder to learn, grow up, so that the mother misery, and lead a happy life enough to live comfortably.
light of the above, a memory play a 12-year-old self before the three meals a day, give me this little commune members left an unforgettable memory. Put on the table every time the staple food of all points different: slightly better is to give the home's main labor - Grandpa for the net amount of dry food, in fact, but is sorghum or sorghum surface and surface Wowo mixed together to make sweet potato noodles The examination paper only; worse sorghum slip surface water chestnut for our students and the mother of these unearned eat. Iron in the soup is always the same and hard to swallow the sorghum of pap. The pickles go well with rice can be divided into two types: one is for my grandfather to eat watermelon rind pickles, pickled beans; one is the salt we eat carrots or radish, in order to prevent us eat, and pickles are cut too thin, they could not bear to put oil, the mother provides each person can only eat one, but drink a big mouth ambiguous, between brother and sister also ordered us to supervise each other. So miserably are often not last long, such as sorghum and sweet potato noodles are all surface, when finished, a person had to eat those bad place in the cellar of the sweet potato, radish and cabbage, carrots, etc. Clara all things that can eat and eat more than my sore gums, teeth lump disappeared underway, forced a mouthful of blood in suction. At that time, I hope I can get on the wrong sort of a small point, you can enjoy a bowl of soy pan or a small bowl of steamed cake noodle special treatment. Pork dumplings usually the net surface is absolutely do not expect, that was only in the New Year's Eve night, in order to worship God only some rare treasures. Disease was particularly severe, the mother to the village's sales points will buy 2 cents of fruit sugar (total 16) or canned fruit for us. When the teacher's aunt brought some cake and orange juice, and can only taste a little bit, and before what it is to react to close up by her mother, suffering from hemiplegia announced grandfather left alone to enjoy.
a winter, children will be there every day, calculating the number of days to Chinese New Year, often taken the trouble to ask adults several times a day: the date. Adults get very impatient reply, then use the newly learned words crooked to write in their own closet or cupboard. I still remember the children home in a cupboard with the words To the children eating a good meal, put on new clothes, so day after day, patiently looking forward to the coming of New Year's Eve. New Year's Eve day, whether rich or poor, we always find ways to eat a decent meal. Morning, people in general are rice bowl of food a person, plus Zamian steamed bun; noon, free to eat; dinner is prime mixed dough dumplings, fried usually after dinner on some dishes, the family sat around the table, in a warm reunion The atmosphere waiting for the arrival of midnight. Work outside the home when the father of the learning will always ask us, and his use of grain in the grain stores in the repurchase of the peanut spread on the table so we eat, glad to hear also frequently greeted us at the draft of fructose. Because my father was not at home all year round, our brother and sister in front of his father always some timid and tweaking, although she still want to eat, but it was against their lips and said softly and will be afraid to eat a toothache, etc. Seeing my father would be the peanut and sugar block stuffed in our pockets, a fraction of the effort we went to the streets to show off up to the junior partner, after they divide in a quiet place to eat. At that time the kind of happiness, sense of pride can show, had to use head tilt, bouncing and some adults seem ridiculous in the action to show their satisfaction.
after the lunar New Year's meals, this rare happiness is gone, unless you go to take up the glorious mission of the Friends of the pro series, a child staying at home is no chance of the table, and visiting Guests enjoy an equal footing seems so common in today's Guests eat and drink are generally square table in the house on the north, hard your humble only pitiful children to hide in the kitchen with mouth mercy guests can look forward to, so pick some cold leftovers taste. About the same family so that the guests are very understanding of child psychology, they call over and over again politely urge the host family's children to the same table with them on a square table dining, for the teaching of the mother severely, but also for the maintenance of personal dignity (do not want to Among the guests came to Guests left the mother stroked my head always boast I have ambition, I often feel very proud of this.
Although there are many in our family of rules and prohibitions, but no matter how a child's nature is to deny all can not afford. Father working in the county, before the phone unlike the popularity of today, very easy to link, at home, some things have to report to him personally. I have a lot of older brother and sister, father to report the situation to the instructions of the task will fall back to her shoulders. Whenever my sister bike to the county to find her father, my brother and I will be racing to go, to come back into happy, can not go to crying for several days to give up. To quell disturbances and the provisions of my mother and brother good: two people took turns to stay at home to a small bowl of steamed chicken pie as compensation. Is it really such a strong desire to see his father do? No, because to see his father at the same time be able to eat white bread or county cafeteria delicious meat dumplings, drink boiled sticky county cafeteria, the smell of millet gruel, this is my brother and I fighting over the the real reason. Until now, the county cafeteria meat buns that special aroma still remain in the depths of my memory.
bitter life, often made me the dream the winter break on the night lying in bed Tu Kang, eyes closed, you will see a big bag of roasted peanuts are waiting for me to eat; during the day, Guotai A Duanqifanwan side, I prayed silently in my heart: If this life Dun Dun I can eat bread flour, cornmeal drink ambiguous, if not to eat pickles, also satisfied.
Based on the above experience, I always arrive here for the food and drink, not pick and choose. Because in my opinion, now free to eat bread flour, cooking Dun Dun have, poultry meat have basically eat all you want Gesanchaiwu to the hotel restaurant can have the opportunity to improve the look taste. Needless to say, the first kid to wear is not warm enough to eat distress, not to mention the way the Red Army's arduous eating grass eating tree bark, a single ancient emperor said it how much we enjoy the food? So gracious living far beyond the dreams of my hours, what reason again critical of it! I do not have much of this view is not only supporters but also often been their gourmet For eating, I do not really sensitive to others that I am weird I am also very difficult to understand those who have experienced hardships in life, why people get so tricky today could even taste it? When no guest house dishes full table, I would like the farmers, like sigh: Oh, really great life today, but his family has done so much to eat vegetables, dumplings, put so much meat at home than in the past to many times even better guests, we do not waste too much you? I hope this day will long continue. Look, my eyes how shallow, and not farmers, what is it!
This is Du Fu's This feeling, far more than a thousand years ago, Du Fu, a unique, ah, my childhood is, in crumbling old houses spent. Very old, very old house, even the grandfather did not know what this house has been built many years. Tsuchiya very thick walls, is mixed with wheat straw with a layer of Wong Nai throw up. Before the arrival of each summer, the family must be prepared in the yard of soil and mud, roof and repair it riddled with uneven walls. Tsuchiya is the roof rafters, beams, Wei Xi Dacheng, covered with a thick top layers of mud. But no matter how thick, it is only mud only, it simply could not withstand the violent summer storms and many days of rainy autumn erosion. Soon, all efforts in vain. Every time it rains, it will alert the mother or if leaking listening Housing Department. Perhaps in order to meet the mother, the roof will leak all likelihood. Every time, the mother's ability to command strategizing will be a full application and play, my brother and I take the pots to get the basin, moving tank moving tank can hold water for all home appliances have all been pressed into service. The rain was particularly large when the leaks to the place really is called Listening to waves of thunder rolling across the top of his head, and we silently in my heart: God Almighty, come fast to stop, do not water our house to collapse it! Wet and windy night, we are like mother like the warning said to himself: house, illuminate our place to hide, Perak and one attached to a clap of thunder, people shaking uncontrollably.
stop the storm, the air humidity remains high, the body does not feel particularly fresh. Batches of mosquitoes buzzing clamor burst into the room dark, mosquito nets and in the corner Pafu Gala Li in the waiting time was fast asleep as soon as people have rushed to snap bites hard. Groups of rats running across the roof, which makes the soil on the roof to fall on the ground rushing la, on the table. Coarse nets top is done, the curtains round about Wen Zhangbu is a relatively thin, but in such hot weather, a small mosquito net to sleep in the crowded 2,3 person, that feeling can also conceivable the. I like tossing and turning like a pancake, a body under the Kangxi warm hot cool place to another can not be the slightest move, others will encounter the same hot body. Can not open door is shut tightly, the window is so small a hole, the house airtight, I feel just to be suffocated. After midnight, the temperature gradually come down, I stumbled to sleep, wake up, sweating face is sweating, the body was washed off like a general.
if only better hot and mosquito bites, said the frightening thing is often snake out of the room with impunity. Sometimes the snake will be a corner of the room with you openly, as the hole, sometimes overlooking entrenched in the beam down, sometimes crawling at your feet comfortably, the most peculiar is that sometimes the white picket fence in your sleep or Kangxi below, it is scary. The tough days are often quickly so I hope that the end of the summer.
cool autumn always so short, the late fall and early winter, and there is not much difference. Day time driving a day soon to the cold winter. Burning pot for cooking in rural areas has been very scarce firewood, heating problem can not be on the agenda. Dishuichengbing days, outside the house the same temperature, the room is all just a cold. Zhayi drilling cap with many years of doing the old blanket, as if got into the ice-cold, frozen bone can not help until a tooth bar, if it is simply the terrible hurt my stomach down the blood mold. Squatting toilet chilled to the bone yard, ass cold like a knife like pain, so the end of combat cold legs and feet are numb refuses to write.
fifth grade, I learned a lesson, a Danish writer Hans Christian Andersen's fairy tale miserable. I thought, in fact, than the situation of a little girl I have not much stronger: eating humble meals a day, not much heat generated, every winter, I was trembling with cold, and even hold on to pen, untied belt, hit Yu Xuetian, even double wear impermeable rubber shoes can not afford to, not to mention boots, and let the lovers a month in the Muddy mud, cold and wet shoes in the struggle, even more than ten degrees below zero low temperature teachers Never let stomp heating. How I wish I could live in a closed well and has a big fireplace to warm the house, extends the center after school to sit at a desk doing their homework carefully, if you no longer feel the cold that winter, how happy!
now, my wish came true. A family of three children and I love living in the winter and summer are heating the house with air conditioning, television, telephone, refrigerator, washing machine, sofa, Simmons bed everything. Large, bright aluminum windows almost went to a wall, permeability, and sex is so good lighting, indoor lighting is adequate. Summer breeze cooling our air-conditioning, heating in winter accompanied by hot, smoky cooking do not have to accept the test, eating, surrounded by Guotai do not have to sit around, take a bath, the toilet has a special bathroom, even if further prolonged squatting toilet, it will not suffer from the bites of mosquitoes and flies the ravages of the cold. Not be too luxurious, not too luxurious than ever before, is already heaven and on earth, I do not know what year the Jinxi. Modern housing is to me, good as strange, the Grand View Garden.
our school days, the common description of the time a person is a long boat ride was called being The beginning of a memory in my early seventies, people from one place to a place, the most common way is to walk, a village of 500 people, only two bicycles, one of the one in my house. I remember when my home people are doing it by bicycle, although the family very distressed this valuable treasure, but because of the sensibilities s neighbors have never refused. Ill grandfather in 1974, reluctantly sold the large Deer bike purported medical expenses before anything. Since then, our family and village garden, like other people, not the means of the tool, no matter how far away to be walking. As a farmer, walking is normal. Work in the fields to walk, go to the market with stores to walk, visiting friends and relatives still have to walk to school students in rural areas, without exception, of course, walking.
on in the village primary school, not too far from home, four back and forth to school every day (morning reading, evening, morning, afternoon) and did not feel too hard. Promoted to the town from the village primary school after junior high school, far away from home for up to about 7,8 in the distance. Schools require students to live on campus, only to the Saturday afternoon a week to complete two self-study course before they can go home. The school bell rings, students poured out in droves gate. On the way home, carrying bags of students walking everywhere, as I grew to 7-8 in the more recent still is, accompanied by several of my students have to walk me home after 8,9 years to get home . Fortunately, we are the children of these students are farmers, and ultimately, no one at home to help parents to do some farm work, are trained to be a pair of iron feet.
If only this easy as walking to school better school, said more painful is the weight-bearing foot. In rural areas, few people will come and go empty-handed. To work in the fields to work when carrying tools such as shovels, hammers, three teeth, Jue head, fertilizer bags, etc., and returned carrying a break from time to regain the straw, pig dishes. Land in our village far away from the village, near where there are 2,3, 5,6 miles to far more than.
high school before the children have lived a poor peasant farming half of school life for students during school hours in school, out of the gate is half the farmers. After school, on Sunday,Discount UGG boots, the sporadic arrangement of the time parents often go guest farmers; to the long summer to become a real farmer. Elementary school were more thin, only to find food to do some mowing activities. Because every household of the children doing the same work, from the village close to the ground is no longer grass can be cut almost no vegetables to be found, and only to the distant backdrop surprise move may have a good harvest. So we have about two or three good friends, to leave the place to 5-6 in opening up new battlefield. As we expected, the harvest is big. See piled up in the grass and vegetables, we made a worry: so far away from home, how can the work of these hard-won fruits of the harvest operation to go home? We have to put wild grass, or Lou Zili plug Pinmingdiwang basket, until no longer would fit so far. Everybody is somebody else's help to force the collapse in the basket or the basket on his arm on the back, quivering hit the road. Hot, head, red hot under their feet, bend one arched cast shadow only a small dot on the ground. Beginning not feel so heavy, less than 10 minutes to go, everyone hungry, thirsty barely getting harder and it was proposed to lay down to rest walk, that objection is raised, is now faster than noon ten two points, and still go home early forbearance and tolerance, so that parents are worried. We had to set teeth and went for a road. Finally, all of them barely, and we will not discuss who invariably put down the burden. Look around, open field no longer silhouette, not to mention a production team rubber car or traces of the trailer. Salty sweat a bit raw so evil as the eye could not open, his face was out of the mud together with an Indian, his voice almost did smoke cigarettes. Several of us went to the ditch edge and push the water plant, hands won clean water and drank it too. The finish found in our water is not far away, there is a mass of black frog mucus-like seeds are floating in the water, but did not feel more sick, because this phenomenon has been commonplace for us . After a little rest for a while, have continued on our way. We encourage each other, even in competition to see who from the faster pace, the first home, so they insisted for some time, finally, the front side of the road a few bundles are clearly visible purple Shuhuai, we feel the spirit of playing,UGG boots cheap, we rushed to the shade of purple Shuhuai rest. Purple Shuhuai is a locust tree, it is not like we usually see with the white blossoms of the acacia trees that crown and has a tall, robust body, its shape is similar to a Pier of Vitex trees, the leaves emit a special smell, insect repellent works well, unfortunately now that the plant has rarely met in the rural areas, many places have even become extinct.
With the social progress and development, and later bikes, more and more together, much less the way people walk. Still later, motor tricycles and buses, taxis and even private cars are springing up, day and night Mercedes-Benz in the field roads, streets and alleys. Before I had the fanciful to the family said: , back to it. In the opposite direction, I tired of the way in cars, preferring the foot of the land and the more intimate contact, our family of transportation from walking to bicycles, motorcycles and then returned to the walking state. For long-distance journey back to his rural home,UGG bailey button, like an exam or to the city, I always go out and buy their own bus tickets, non-private relationship to the resort will not find units through the bus, I did not think it would detrimental to the individual face, on the contrary, I believe that increasing the utilization of the bus not only to build a conservation-oriented society, protect the natural environment of great benefit, but individuals can maintain a comfortable journey of mind, do not worry about the driver to take care of ill owe favors and so on. Maybe my idea will not be understood by most people to think that it is
I taste espresso, speaking in a dialect home into the county's high schools, different dialects are often so hard to understand students and to ridicule by classmates laugh. Although now living in the county has more than two decades, home of the slang or inadvertently blurted out, especially after fellow met the situation from home even more. Not only the language of rustic, my voice is very rustic manner, never on any occasion will not be Smooth talker to speak with others, has always been like a big loud voice to farmers as far away will hear my laughter. As a female, with this export-oriented character, which many people could not understand, I know this image is very lady, has also been trying to change myself, but with little success, were dropped.
elegant enough if the performance of the above, then I have a more fatal weakness: his speech like to go straight, do not pay attention to the so-called smooth. This way of interaction with others, so I eat a lot of work suffered, but also my knowledge of the learning rewarding, merits and demerits can be described as half and half.
I was a country of sand, was the fate of the wind blowing a small town coerced. While in a foreign land has settle down, but the heart of past life there has never been the slightest forgotten. Years in rural areas who have been laid in my deep imprint, determines the farmers can not afford my life are out of the background. In the past, present or future, I will always be farmers, it is true, will never change.
Fu Lanting
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